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"So kho ahaṃ, anuruddhā - pe - tassa mayhaṃ, anuruddhā, etadahosi – 'chambhitattaṃ kho me udapādi, chambhitattādhikaraṇañca pana me samādhi cavi.
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19. "As, Anuruddha, I was abiding diligent... considered thus: 'Fear arose in me, and because of fear my concentration fell away;
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Samādhimhi cute obhāso antaradhāyati dassanañca rūpānaṃ.
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when my concentration fell away, the light and the vision of forms disappeared.'
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Seyyathāpi, anuruddhā, puriso addhānamaggappaṭipanno, tassa ubhatopasse vaṭṭakā [vadhakā (sī. syā. kaṃ. pī.)] uppateyyuṃ, tassa tatonidānaṃ chambhitattaṃ uppajjeyya; evameva kho me, anuruddhā, chambhitattaṃ udapādi, chambhitattādhikaraṇañca pana me samādhi cavi.
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Suppose a man set out on a journey and murderers leaped out on both sides of him; then fear would arise in him because of that. So too, fear arose in me...
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Samādhimhi cute obhāso antaradhāyati dassanañca rūpānaṃ.
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the light and the vision of forms disappeared.
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Sohaṃ tathā karissāmi yathā me puna na vicikicchā uppajjissati na amanasikāro na thinamiddhaṃ na chambhitatta"'nti.
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[I considered thus:] 'I shall so act that neither doubt nor inattention nor sloth and torpor nor fear will arise in me again.'
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