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"Puna caparaṃ, bhikkhave, bhikkhu aññataraṃ gāmaṃ vā nigamaṃ vā upanissāya viharati.
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"Again, some bhikkhu dwells in dependence upon a certain village or town.
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So pubbaṇhasamayaṃ nivāsetvā pattacīvaramādāya tameva gāmaṃ vā nigamaṃ vā piṇḍāya pavisati arakkhiteneva kāyena arakkhitāya vācāya arakkhitena cittena anupaṭṭhitāya satiyā asaṃvutehi indriyehi.
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In the morning, he dresses, takes his robe and bowl, and enters that village or town for alms ...
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So tattha passati mātugāmaṃ dunnivatthaṃ vā duppārutaṃ vā.
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Tassa taṃ mātugāmaṃ disvā dunnivatthaṃ vā duppārutaṃ vā rāgo cittaṃ anuddhaṃseti.
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[and] lust invades his mind.
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So rāgānuddhaṃsitena cittena pariḍayhateva kāyena pariḍayhati cetasā.
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With his mind invaded by lust, he burns bodily and mentally [with the fever of lust].
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Tassa evaṃ hoti – 'yaṃnūnāhaṃ ārāmaṃ gantvā bhikkhūnaṃ āroceyyaṃ – rāgapariyuṭṭhitomhi [rāgāyitomhi (sī. syā. kaṃ)], āvuso, rāgapareto, na sakkomi brahmacariyaṃ sandhāretuṃ; sikkhādubbalyaṃ āvikatvā sikkhaṃ paccakkhāya hīnāyāvattissāmī'ti.
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He thinks: ''Let me return to the monastery and inform the bhikkhus: "Friends, I am obsessed by lust, oppressed by lust. I cannot maintain the spiritual life. Having disclosed my weakness in the training, will give up the training and revert to the lower life."
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So ārāmaṃ gacchanto appatvāva ārāmaṃ antarāmagge sikkhādubbalyaṃ āvikatvā sikkhaṃ paccakkhāya hīnāyāvattati.
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While he is returning to the monastery, even before he arrives, he discloses his weakness in the training, gives up the training, and reverts to the lower life along the way.
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